Like the legend of the Phoenix …

Our ends were beginnings …

This blog is coming to an end, I have been told that the cancer is now NON DETECTABLE (awwwwwwwwwe-some) … I truly and sincerely have really appreciated the awesome support from you all. It has been a great experience knowing that friends and strangers alike will extend a helping hand, a thought, a comment, a nudge, a kick …

Oddly, and I know you might seem it strange, I have had a small share of followers abuse / accuse me being a nutter and being so angry? Go figure?

I was diagnosed with cancer. I believed I was going to die, because the cancer was aggressive, and for a time, was getting worse. The person whom I most trusted and expected to stand by my side … didn’t.

This is my last post … thank you Blog for giving me an outlet.

What I think about at 3am

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there’s no way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can’t paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can’t paper do this to people? Why aren’t sheets of paper constantly suffocating people as they wake up each morning?

I’ll tell you why, because paper can’t beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds, maybe 1.

When I play rock/ paper/ scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I’m sorry, I thought paper would protect you.

What if you’re in hell and you’re mad at someone, … where do you tell them to go?

Oh great, 4 out of the 5 voices in my head are saying to go back to sleep, so I’ll give it a try … again. See you peeps in a few more hours.

My daughter Jess is back home, feels good to have another family support member, the psychologist says this will help me get through the grief process.